Skye Blue video-on-demand

I have many, many layers in the me of ME (~L****), combined with the the layered character of "Skye Blue" in which I have been both Blessed and Plagued by. I was born in Morristown, NJ and have lived on my own since I was about 15 yrs old. I made my way out west when I was 17 yrs old, Loyal, Honest, Intense, Sensitive, Strong, Feminine, Self Educated, Creative, Broken Hearted, Haunted, Tough, Witty, Courageous, Intuitive, Flexible, Adventurous, Willing to take risks because without risk - you'd never know, Intelligent and Business Savvy, Curious, Spontaneous, Stubborn, Over Achiever, Over Analyze, At times Completely Annoyed with Most Everyone Around Me, Delightful, Understanding, Forgiving, Sensual, Compassionate, Bitchy at times, Shy (believe me, I am shy), Diversified in taste, Aggressive, Dominant, Submissive, Gentle, Kind, Considerate, Survivor of severe Child Abuse, Wise as an old soul, Vulnerable as an innocent child,..... Definitely know that I've been Re-incarnated and my Soulmate is out there -very near.......without a doubt I know this! "We are cups, constantly and quietly being filled. The trick is knowing how to tip ourselves over and let the Beautiful Stuff out." ~Ray Bradbury American novelist The only reason we don't open our hearts and minds to other people is that they trigger confusion in us that we don't feel brave enough or sane enough to deal with. To the degree that we look clearly and compassionately at ourselves, we feel confident and fearless about looking into someone else's eyes. Have you ever noticed how quick a person is to step on and kill a bug that might be in their house? Worse yet, smashing a bug that is on the ground outside, where it's suppose to be, in its own environment?!! Ewww, a bug!, squish! How awful is that? It's the human natural reaction of fear and the unknown. Keeps us with our sense of control and power over sensations that come up within ourselves that are unfamiliar, uncomfortable or fearful. Even that as smashing a bug. I know how short this life can be. I want to make sure that everything I see, touch, encounter -good or bad, every experience of joy, pain, sorrow, every experience of all my six senses, and every little living thing that I'm so fortunate to be able to experience on any level that the universe has afforded me.....is done so with humble benevolence and utmost gratitude.